As Christmas approaches as well as the air around getting colder than ever. My worries are coming into light now and still don't know how to handle it. I cannot find other ways except to write it down in this blog. I really want us, my daughter and me spend the holidays with her father. I really hope that it will turn out in according with our plans. Hopefully. I really wanted to. I cannot express how I wanted to. The more I think about it the more I wanted it to tun out that way.
Every Night, I always stare at my daughter sleeping thinking of how would the three of us be happy together during holidays. That would make me very very happy.
